[Vermogend2]

I have been with one women my entire life and we plan to get married next year.
To be honest, her looks are average, but apart from that, she is a wifey-material.

But recently, as it’s about to get more real, my mind start to wander.
I feel like trying ‘outside’ food before sealing the contract.

I don’t want to be addicted after we get married.

Am I wrong in feeling the need to satisfy the urge and listen to the devil inside me?

Any bros mind sharing their experience regarding this?